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I woke up with a sinking heart, its just another day where I have to face the world. Idk why but I am still upset despite people telling me not to. But even if I don't give a damn, deep down somehow I still do. Its true that I can't possibly please everyone and that obviously is what I have been trying to do. That is the reason why whenever I made some decisions, it was never one that I really really want. I think about people around me, I think about how they will actually feel, but I did not give a damn about how would I feel when I know after making that damn decision I would not be happy at all. And when everything turned out not how everyone want it to be, I was the one being pointed out, getting all the cold remarks and sarcasm. Do you think it really is easy being in my position?
I am not angry nor am I upset, I am just disappointed because I thought you guys understand how I feel. I know its not easy for you guys too, but honestly I still hope that you all would understand me or even put yourself in my shoes. I admit that sometimes I can be wrong, but when I did something wrong, trust me I feel lousier than anyone of you out there.

#If making me feel this way makes you happy, you must be overjoyed.

I should be the one that should leave. I can't expect everyone to feel the way I do, but I know we all did our best.

"So, you want a heart. You don`t know how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable. "

-The Wizard of Oz

" I loved him. He needed time to think and that was ok- he was worth waiting for... and waiting for... and waiting for. Finally I realized I had waited away my life for an answer he had already given me: If he loved me back, I would not have had to wait. "

Today I had my breakfast kind of breakfast at Grandma's and that is what I am craving for every single day. I was suppose to meet up the rest to study, but end up only did a few questions on last week's tutorial. My tummy isn't feeling well but the hot soya milk tastes good. I guess my throat isn't used to hot drink.
Wanted to play L4D but the shop was full already and so we changed our plan to Mervin's place. Hengyi and I watched the Liverpool v Man City match. We nearly win 45 bucks, but well it was close at least.
Alright shall gym tmrw. I feel damn ugly now though I never felt pretty before, hahahahahaha okay good night!

"No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall. No one is afraid to play, they are afraid to lose. No one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what's in it. No one is afraid to say "I love you", they are afraid of the response."

This made my day; Funniest teacher on Earth
Today, my teacher gave us an extra credit test. While we were taking it, she decided to type up the answer key on her laptop. She didn't realize that her laptop was connected to the projector, and that her answers were up on the wall. She found out halfway through, and announced that the first half of the test didn't count. She proceeded to continue with the answer key, but she covered the computer screen. This did absolutely nothing to the projector. At the very end of class, she realized again what she had done and canceled the entire test. I don't think I've ever laughed so hard. MLIA

Finally things are pretty cool right now.
And by the way I wasted money today on useless cab and I had a slight fever for maybe a few hours. FML.
The good thing about tmrw is that I'll be meeting bestf. :-)